welcome back 🙂 I’ve taken some time off to focus on school and life but look forward to posting more often!
through the last few weeks I’ve honestly gone through a life detox. in my health, emotions, spirit, people around me, priorities, & really just my mindset. there’s a lot that is about to change in the next couple months with turning 18, graduating, new projects I’m working on, & figuring out what my next step is.
I’m sure many of you can relate to this very interesting feeling of not knowing what is going to happen or where you will end up. In this place I’m learning how vital it is to remove distractions and focus on who you want to be to get to where you want to go.
This hasn’t been a very easy process personally as a lot of harsh realities have come to the surface. In this place I’ve done a major heart check as I realized I wasn’t lining up words with my actions.
the biggest thing I’ve been shown lately is that anything that is not of Him will end in disaster !!
Although my heart posture and biggest prayer has been, “Jesus I want nothing that is not of you” I found myself not releasing control of the things He made very clear weren’t supposed to be in my life right now. This place of not lining up words with actions allowed myself to be pushed and stretched very far away.
I’ve been taken back by His constant assurance in so many ways. everywhere i look i see Jesus. every time i fall he holds me. when I run away he chases me down and shows me I’m a love worth fighting for. left feeling less comfortable but more secure in what i know to be true.
my hope is for each of you to experience this kind of love. needless to say it’s open and available to you without cost.
Ephesians 1:4/ He loved you before the foundation of the world. He chose you.
xo, your friend alivia